Sunday, June 20, 2010
{ 7:46 AM }
Good evening n hello everyone =)
Is 2oth June today,
School reopen tomorrow, cant wait to meet n chit chat with friends =)
Gonna get my mid-term result tomorrow as well, am feel a little bit nervous now..
i knew i ady screwed up my chemy paper, but still hope tat my result isnt tat terrible.. *shivering*
it seems i did quite a lot of things happened during the holiday..
i went to camp to school, party with families n family, hang out with friendss, friends n friend, hahaha..
every gathering n outing ws really fun, memorable n unforgetable.. =)
10 more days to go..
sigh... ='(
yea, my sister gonna enter USM on 3rd July and will stay there for 3 years.. =(
i will miss her like crazy.. =(
to sis: "u read my blog or not de =.=" do fb, skpye, msn, sms n call us more often ar.."
tats all for my super random post, haha, nitez =D
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
{ 3:52 AM }
Sunday night,
while everybody was relax or sleeping or online,
i was rushing to decorate the envelopes for teacher's day =)
Frankly, i love last-minute-job (*^__^*)
p/s : Those roses are folded by Kar Wei, super beautiful!!! Teach me plz~ ★
Saturday, May 15, 2010
{ 6:48 AM }
OH.MY.GOSH.
Today is 15th of May, exam is on next week and i haven't done my revison..
Aiyaa.. blame no one but myself (+﹏+)~ *faint*
Went for pegajian am seminar today,
overall, i have no comments for the penceramah since i didnt listen to him whole day, but i remember 1 funny quote he created himself :" the panjang the ayat, the banyak the salah, the banyak the markah tolak."
Translation: write short and correct sentences for the essays =D
Actually i wanted to voice out something, but i dont know how to begin ..
so.. next time la, hahaha, ciao ★
Saturday, May 8, 2010
{ 6:16 AM }
Girl, do step on your break harder =)
Else, you are going to loss yourself =)
This is not the right timing,
You know it very well =)
Focus and be patient, examination is coming =)
Aza aza fighting! =D ★
Wednesday, May 5, 2010
{ 5:04 AM }
Sorry bananas.. Plz allow me to write in chinese..
Ask me la if u really wanna knw, haha..
唉。。超没心情的。。
从上个星期五过后，一直觉得闷闷地。。
事情看似解决了，可是到底有多少个人真正的了解我的问题呢。。？
讨论了，安慰了，开导了，问题也是没解决。。
可能你们觉得我根本没把问题提出来，但我并不是不要说，而是不知从哪里开始讲起，也不知怎样讲。。而且我也知道我会得到什么答案，说出来有用吗？
像是今天，我才说了事情的一小部分，某人就打断我的话，反驳我的意见，我该如何继续呢？
你们知道我有多难受吗？一整个下午在开会，我的眼泪就认了多久，一直觉得自己是多余的。。
我的用心你们看得见吗？我经验不够，但我真的有在努力。。
今天听到某人提出一些意见，我当时真的真的很不开心，真的很想站起来大声问：“为什么你要想在才说出来呢！？为什么不告诉我？每当我们分班开会，一定会有人缺席，再不然就是保持沉默。。每当我要求意见，终是没有人告诉我我到底有没有做错，哪里需要改善，你现在算什么意思！？”
还有某人：“主持的问题我们不是讨论过了吗？我们不是解决了吗？我们开小会的时候不是说好要在星期五实行吗？可是我并没有机会。。我那天真的傻眼，为什么会突然有人进来代替我的位置？那我之前的准备怎么办？你知道你提出来的时候我有多难过吗？难道当你说出来的时候你没想过之前的会议吗？。。你过后要求我原谅你，我可以说什么呢？我没有生气，只是很失望。。”
你们以为我真的很想带领吗？我有的选吗？九个人一个team，每当进班开始的时候，每个都保持安静。。每个人都往我和某人看，我们可以说不吗？今天某人竟然说：“每次都是惠雯和某人带领。。” 我和他还能说什么？难道你说这句话之前没想清楚当时的情形吗？你敢向其他人清楚证明你没表现的机会吗？
真的很可笑，感觉很无助。。。。
我要放弃，我也不要管了。。
对不起某人，某人，某人和某人。。
谢谢你们支持我，安慰我。。
只是现在就连我也对自己没信心了，我真的不知怎样带领下去了。。
