Sunday, March 1, 2009
{ 4:18 AM }
28.2.2009所发生的是可以分为几个part :
Part 1
我今天考undang了!!还蛮紧张的,哈哈。。不说你不知道,到了那边竟然还要等一个小时多才到我+.+ 真的是有够久!我拿到第五号的电脑,一开始的时候我超紧张!还感觉到我的手有点发抖,可能太心急了,我用三十分钟考完就立刻按hantar then keputusan,一看总分数那边。。我竟然拿48/50!说真得我并没有什么特别的感觉,没有开心也没有失望,it ws like :"owh, 48."。出去过后我就打给妈咪,不知做么我一听到她的声音我尽然哭了T.T 原因很简单,我拿不到50/50!唉。。算了啦,pass了就算啦^^
*kinda bangga cuz i m the highest among my company's participants, woo~~ hehe =p
Part 2
回到家过后我就开始准备跟ronny他们去看戏!看那套十八岁才可以看的戏《幸福万岁》。。第一次看这种戏,其实有点不好意思,因为它有提到良夫妻之间的事情。>.<。蛮好笑的啦^^看完后也没什么lepak就回了。想到回家的时候,有够紧张(今天一天都紧张=.=")因下大雨而且我还要帮忙带路!你知道我当时几tension没有,不是信不过ronny啦,只是。。你知道,自然反应,还好最后安全到家,哈哈哈哈^^
Part 3
network problem, cant use chinese =.="... kk, continue my story.. once i reached home, i nvr took off my shoes then straight away went pizza hut wit my family ( celebrated my cousin, Ken's birthday ) Happy birthday to u, happy birthday to u, happy birthday to ken ken, happy birthday to u ~~ u r ady 12 yrs old, u going 2 get ic, dont b childish anymore ok, hehe^^ Quite happy tat day.. I bought 1 watch for him, i m glad he likes it (*^.^*) V stay thr till 10 sumthing, then went home then uncle they all stayed till 12 sumthing then went home.
Part 4
After everything ws done, i opened mr. sp's present.. took it out from the bag, took off the ribbon, opened the box n i saw chocolates.. i ws like *shocked*.. all almond chocolate ( no wonder u asked which type of choc i like the most ).. i wonder y u bought so many almond chocs.. then i saw another present, keychain.. i feel touch.. really..for everything.. but,y? u knew hw i feel toward u rite.. y u still treat me tat gud..? y u alwes thr 4 me when i ws down..? y u alwes thr 4 me when i m helpless..? y u alwes able 2 do things tat i cant even imagine..? y i alwes think of u when i need help..? b'day's present n called, jay's song, valentine's present... i hv tot b4, to b ur "special fren" ( u knw wat i mean ) but, i cant.. it might bcuz of my parents or myself.. love n fren's love.. i cant differentiate.. i dun want to hurt u n i dun want myself 2 get hurt.. kinda envy alex, i hope i hv tat courage..i knw i m selfish.. when u said u r down or unhappy.. " is tat bcuz of me? " i feel guilty.. i hate myself for being so stupid.. dont knw hw 2 take care one's feeling.. especially urs.. my fren said i m cold-blooded n quite annoying sumtimes.. i asked y.. she answered:" u alwes ignore those boys n keep on hurting them, i wonder u r simple-minded or u r acting so tat more boys going to fall for u" ..after tat, she said she ws jz kidding n asked me 4got bout it.. but i remembered.. i feel sad when i heard tat.. do u think i m 1 of those annoying person?.. i jz wanna b myself.. i m not acting.. i really dun wanna couple.. not bcuz i like others.. i really dun feel like wanna think about couple's stuff.. u understand wat i m trying to tell? u r gud enuf.. b confident.. ppl tat hv problems is me.. anyway.. thx for ur present, i luv it n appreciate it..thx 4 everything brian..